I have been wanting to own a home in lord knows how long. So of course I love the show Extreme Makeover :Home edition. I love seeing how they help people that need it and how they remake houses into beautiful masterpieces. I love seeing what the designers come up with and listening to them explain how they are building such Items. I am no contracter or builder so I am not familiar with terms such as linear motion roller slide table but their tools are sure nice to watch and see what they make. Also on that same show I have seen what not taking safety precautions can do one of the crew members got seriously hurt and had to have emergency surgery after cutting himself badly.

I am quite simple I just want to own a beautiful home with a beautiful back yard. I wouldnt mind even owing a fixer upper that we can slowly renovate. I just want something that is all mine so i can color the bedrooms any color I want and not have to worry about wether we are making to much noise or the always aweful no pets allowed rule. My kids want a doggy or a cat and when we have a house we are going to get them one.

I want to get a nice camera that doesn’t have such a delay in taking pictures. I have wanted a Digital SLR camera for the longest time but I had no Idea that most slr camera’s dont have liveview. I guess I got so used to the point and shoot camera’s having it that I was shocked to find out that most slr’s dont have that feature.

I am probably going to have to wait till income tax time and see if I can get one. So I guess for now I have to settle for my crappy point and shoot camera and order a few more compact flash cards cause I seem to have misplaced the ones I had. I hate it that my stuff keeps dissappearing from where I put them.
Either my kids are getting into my stuff or we have a ghost that likes to take things. I think the first one is more likely the case here.

It always shocks me when I hear of people’s death. I don’t know if it because I fear death or because I am afraid to lose loved ones. I just don’t like to hear about it. I dont like to think about it and when I hear of someone dying and they are really young it brings me nothing but sadness. Today while getting my daily dose of gossip I read that John Travolta’s 16 year old son had died. I first I thought it was some sick rumor but it wasn’t. I can’t imagine what they must be going through right now.

When I lost my mother I dont think I really had time to mourn her as I had just had a baby that needed all my attention at the time but every now and then I think in my own way I try to remember her and all the cool things we did together. I sometimes dream of her and feel sad that she isn’t around but I hope she looks in on me from time to time

Even though we didn’t go anywhere for new year’s eve I got a wonderful surprise on new years day. My cousins came on the amtrak to San Diego to visit me and the kids. They will be staying with me till the weekend when their parents pick them up.

One of my cousins just got her driver’s license last week and is going to be getting a car pretty soon. I told her she should get a auto insurance quote before she chooses her car because insurance prices can go up if it is a sports car she chooses. I think a nice used car would be good for her but she like every young person wants a brand new fancy car.

I cannot believe that my 18 year old cousin got her license before me. I hope I am not the last person on earth not knowing how to drive. I so wanted to learn this year but with all the complications of this pregnancy I haven’t gone out much, So going to get driving lessons right now is out of the question.

I think that should be my new year’s resolution TO Learn how to drive and get my license for once.

Are some things to good to be true ? I have heard nothing but good things about the acai berry and I now just noticed that it is being used in a pill to help you lose weight. I just saw that Lipovox is one of the diet pills that has the acai berry as one of its ingredients. I have heard that the acai berry has alot of antioxidents that help our body get better and more healthier and most important help you lose weight.

I want to try something that will help me lose weight and keep it off not some diet pill that says it will help and doesn’t . I am going to do more research on the benifits of the acai berry and I am going to keep an eye on the lipovox because it is the only one I have seen so for that uses it as one of it’s ingredients which I believe will work better than other diet pills with no natural ingredients.

Before We went to get Ashley’s party supplies I seriously spent about half an hour trying to find some pants that would fit me. I cannot believe that I have put on any weight considering how mcuh I have been puking. Although the puking has slowed down quite a bit. I now puke about 4 or 5 times before that I was upchucking at least ten times if not more.

I have no Idea how much weight I am going to gain carrying these twins and I have shamelessy given some thought about taking some Fenphedra pills. although I have plenty of time to think about it because I still have about six months to go through first.

Christmas is coming so soon in a way 5 dont want it to get here that fast. My sis in law is going to a concert in las vegas and will be leaving me after christmas to go and stay at one of the many las vegas suites out there. I wish I wasn’t sick and pucky all the time I could have went with her. I always miss the fun exciting things.

My hubby is taking my oldest daughter to pick up her glasses today. She is going to have to wear them all the time. Unfortunately she inhereited my bad vision and now has to wear glasses.

We have to order her cake today so I guess I better get a move on things and make a list of the things hubby has to get for her bday.

From what gathered from different people that live close to me the drama that went down had to so with some kind of domestic dispute and the husband or boyfriend taking a the wife hostage and they had to block off the area to have the cops or swat get them out. Eek it is scary to think that something like that can go on so close.

I woke up today with a horrible sore throat so on top of the puking I have going on I know have a sore throat that hurts like heck and I can’t take anything for the pain. Geez I am falling apart over here. I think my lymph nodes might be a little swollen too. I hate being sick when is the brighter and better sides of things going to come my way?

I am going to go and take advantage of the quietness in the house and take a nap. I hope tommorow will be better and this sore thrat will go away by then.

Some sh^% just went down up the street from where I live cause there is all kinds of cops and some kind of barricades are being put up. Right now I wished I owned a pair of Nikon binoculars to see what is going on in the safety of my own home. I am a nosy buzzer but I dont want to be to close to where all the action is going on. I am wondering if this is going to get on the news or not?

I feel like I am living in the ghetto with this kind of stuff going down. The neighborhood has been pretty good and nothing ever happens here so I really want to know.

Even though I am still puking I have been going out a little bit to do some christmas shopping. I have relied on some of the stores having the little shopping cart as i am not supposed to be walking alot since I keep spotting when I am on my feet to long.

I felt so bad a couple of times because I had to puke in the parking lot of some stores. A few times I told my hubby hurry up and lets go cause I feel like I am leaving a trail everywhere I go and he thought I was telling him the funniest thing ever but I felt really bad leaving puke everywhere.

Hopefully I won’t be needing to go out too many times and this whole vomiting spell goes away soon .